Today I will feel

Today I will feel

Today I will feel all of my emotions

The pain, the jealousy, the nitty gritty shitty

Not passing off with a short snippy  

A pick of the lips

A scrunch in the jaw and brow

A fake laugh of half assed understanding

On how i feel subconsciously 

Meticulous minds are not breeding grounds for balance and positivity

Feeling brings clear open channels of growth of creativity

I am allowing it to touch me

To scrape my heart

Fresh, new, open, surrender

For this short moment in time

Needs no packing up and holding,

It needs softness, love and serendipity 

Our judgements will continue to fault

We will, get wrinkles

And our loves will pass

So my choices are kindness

To myself and others

To this mind body and soul

We deserve this moment